Sometimes.

Sometimes, she looks at the mirror, and stares for too long,
Sips hot tea, and burns her tongue,
Giggles and goes abruptly,
Postpones and moves on.
Smokes and stays cold.

Sometimes, she wishes and regrets.
Makes friends and forgets,
Watches movies and lives a life,
Breathes oomph into a dull moment and doesn't hum a word for the rest of a day.
Motivates and sits down to bury herself,
Lives and dies at the same time.

Sometimes, she just wants the void too fill, Somehow, Someday.
Just sometimes, she wants to Smile and mean it.
Just sometimes, she wishes, she didn’t have to say ‘Sometimes’ ever again.