Showing posts with label Annette londhe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Annette londhe. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

NEPAL

Hello my dearies...
                      I know it's been more than a week and i have been busy with college & exams. I have so many things to do. But this ain't the time for that. This post is going to be "photo" post.
I clicked these pictures when i was in Nepal. This place is beautiful and so i am going to share it with you.













Monday, March 25, 2013

SAATH KHOON MAAF- WHEN IT BECOMES UNBAREABLE .



                       Vishal Bharadwaj’s movie is a “literally” adapted from a Ruskin bond book “Susanna’s 7 husbands”. This movie revolves around the pretty protagonist Susanna played by piggy chops, who is in search of true love. Her expectations of true love disappoint her, every time she meets a bunch of men who are selfish, sadistic, immature, materialistic, liars, lustful and yes, boring. Piggy Chops plays the role very beautifully and boldly, and does full justice to her character, not only that she also manages to play the role double her age, with the same charm and zeal.
               She has her own set of loyal servants, who help her in every way possible. Vivaan, her Godson. And her pet vicious snakes are part of her small loveless life. Not only is Susanna bold, sensual, wicked but also merciful. Though when the trauma and torture become unbearable she doesn’t mind throwing her husband to a hungry panther, overdosing superstar with heroine, burying the shayar live in the blanket of snow, feeding her ‘darling’ to her pet vicious snakes, or giving the lustful old officer an overdose of Viagra, or for that matter putting a bullet in pharmacist Bengali husband’s body. She has done it all.
               The movie though manages to get the otherwise predictable movie fast. It seems to jump from one plot to another. The serious depth of killing a “husband” and mourning for him breaks the otherwise stereotypical set up, which is a little difficult to digest. The ending seems very weak, and is symbolical according to the Christian faith which needs to be decoded. Ultimately she becomes a nun, thus marrying God, who has redeemed her from her sins.
                Vivaan, piggy chops godson has made a very confident debut, and konkana Sharma as his wife has done full justice to her role. Usha Uttap has done her part very well. Though Vivaan, Irfan Khan and Neil Nitin Mukesh shine among other male leads. The music of 7 khoon Maaf is a package of everything, from the peppy song- “daaarling” which will make one groove, to the romantic soothing Sufi song – “bekaraan”, which will take one back to the memory lanes. The background score takes a viewer swiftly from the soft light tracks when Susanna meets her supposedly love, to the fast tempo of songs which are filled with intensity and frustration, whenever she makes her kill.
The actors have played their role with full integrity, but the fact is the movie lacks depth and somehow does not fit into the usual Hindi cinema criteria. Vishal Bharadwaj has failed to understand that the conclusion of this movie is something that suits the books, and will not attract the viewers. 


Tuesday, March 12, 2013

SALE


.................................................................................................................  She played with her hair strand, then pushed it behind her fragile ears. She had hopes in her heart and twinkle in her eyes. Her face was bright and lit up, as if she had seen the guy whom she had been crushing since high school. Managing her skirt, she entered the room. It wasn't any ordinary room. It was her wonderland. It was her heaven. The smell of the unexplainable yanked her by her nose into the the small entrance. She couldn't believe what she was seeing. She was caught up in quite a predicament ,she did not know from where to begin. This 23 year old women had turned into a her younger self.She anyway looked younger her age, her wavy hair was tied up in loose bun, that made her look seedy. The beauty spot above her perfectly shaped lips drew attention to her smile. Her infectious smile was the only makeup she wore on her face. The first glimpse of the room made her joyous, It was crowded than what she had expected. With lighter paces she took her footsteps and adjusted her empty bag, which kept falling from her narrow shoulders. As she Entered the room she couldn't believe her eyes, She took a deep breath,fiddled with her gold chain, pressed her lips and moved towards the counter. With hesitant voice she asked politely "where could I get the basket to keep the books". But her voice was drowned in the hustle of the book shoppers.Gathering a little courage and feeling sorry about disturbing the volunteer she repeated her query again, but this time only to be heard.The Curly hair lady behind the counter gave her look as-if-she-had-asked-her-kidney.But she called for someone and got her what she needed.The short guy in blue uniform bought her the basket. She held the basket as if she was holding a baby, with care.A minute later she was humming to the 'let it be' which was being played softly in the background. She moved forward the half dozen counters and came towards the map that would guide her towards the book sale. It was a maze full of books. Various genres were divided equally among the room. her eyes glided over to history, music, art, war, military and stopped wandering after she saw literature. She located the section and realized it was at the far right end of the room, paving her way among the uncles discussing about war to reaching towards kids who wanted coloring books .She smiled and made her way carefully with the basket in one hand and her empty bag in other.However she had to stop as the line couldn't move forward, everyone took their time to pick up their friends and she respected it. she stayed there for a minute or so, browsing carelessly through the Arts section. the sunlight that had managed to shine through the cracks of the old wooden hall, made her tiny nose pin shine on her sharp nose, which would have gone unnoticed otherwise.She drew her hand towards her face to avoid it, but gave in eventually. Her eyes changed color in sunlight,they appeared to be dark drown and watery, complimenting her rubicund skin. She looked at the line and realized that now she could reach to the desired section, she hurried cause she never wanted to miss out on any book. this section was less crowded than the bestseller one. She placed her things down, pulled her t-shirt and started running her delicate fingers on the books curiously. She stopped, picked a book placed in the basket and carried out the task again.Reading the details and sniffing the old pages of the books every now and then, she looked around just to make sure nobody was noticing her do that. She did this till her basket was over flowing with 'Jane Eyre', 'Moby Dick' 'Wuthering heights' 'Ivanhoe' and many more. after she had filled her basket and browsed painstakingly every book they had to offer, she removed the only thing in her bag and sipped it. wiping those droplets of her head, she manged to push the basket all the way to the counter, almost kicking few people in the way. They didn't seem to mind, her hushed sorry, sugar coated with the soothing smile worked like an vanilla ice-cream topped with chocolate sauce on a sunny day. She submitted her 18-19 books on the counter no. 3, to the man in yellow crocs. He smiled and weighed her books. The only part that she hated was paying for the books, actually paying for anything. As he was busy weighing those heavy books, a thought crossed her mind. "what if i steal the books and run away..." she smiled at this thought and realized it was too late. He gave her a pink bill, after opening the bill,for the first time in her life she was actually happy paying for it.She removed the crisp 500rs note from her bright yellow purse and gave it to the man on the counter, thanked him and left having one last look at this hall. Her happiness after this knew no bounds, this time her happiness was in bundle of books, big,small, yellow, brown, hardcover, paper back, neatly packed. The empty bag had now become extremely heavy and this terrible singer took her next steps humming, singing and swaying. She reached home in the evening, still contemplating about which book she would read first. It had already become dark, carrying the load of almost 20 books, she reached her society. Her mind was still caught up, day dreaming about a personal library that she would love to have, about other beautiful little things. With the other step of thought, she tripped a stone and fell on her knees.Everything went blank for few seconds or so, her knees had started to bleed and watery eyes were filled with tears. It took her a while to get back on her feet. But she did, wiping the mud off her legs,she straightened her self up. And with baby footsteps she entered her house, still with books in her bag.Coming home she placed her bag on the chair and went to the washroom to wash her wound. After she had nursed her wound it started burning, it had faded her twinkling eyes and charming smile.After settling herself and fighting the pain she made coffee for herself, sipped it slowly picked up "Jane Eyre" from the depths of the bag, sat next to her window, placed her burning knee on a been bag and read "there was no possibility of taking a walk that day..." she looked at her wound, smiled and read further.

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

New year's resolution


Hey! Its been a year or so that i blogged, its been really long, but with a help from my dear friend and a movie that i saw today. I have made a resolution. Hmm... yes yes a new year's resolution. It's something i hope to do very often, something that will 'bring me back on track' and so i have decided I WILL BLOG. often. Blogging is just me or may be a part of me who wants to say something, The hushed voice which is overlapped with my giggles. It is a promise to myself i will write to become a better person. or maybe to escape from reality. frankly i don't know the reason why i started writing in the first place. That short time when i did was bliss, it gave me a head start, it gave me something to finish, something to read and well something to think about.I realized i would be a fool to let go and so with this sweet realization i shall say bye only to come tomorrow with a new post.

Monday, June 28, 2010

THOUGHTS


THOUGHTS.....

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Sitting near my window,
Staring far away,
As far as my eyes could reach,
Warm breeze hits my face,
Waking me up from a long lost world, of deep thoughts.
A thought that maneuvers me and my mind,
A thought, which only generates questions and has no answers.
Leaving me restless...
Still staring far away, the loud blow of the (horn) of the car, leaves me disrupted.
I forget at times,
These thoughts are just silly games, playing with my fragile mind. Controlling (blocking) my inner happiness,
Breaking myself from "ME".
I wish, I wouldn’t think so much,
Wish, they dint affect me till this limit, where consciousness doesn’t come to me, till someone wakes me up.
Life would have been easy, and carefree without them.
I know they are unnecessary,
And wouldn’t help or lead me to a specific answer.
But here, can’t help myself,
Thinking about things far away.
Thinking about something deep...
About, the pain that can’t be seen,
About the bruises that cannot be healed...
THOUGHTS STILL MANOUVERS MY MIND....
LEAVING ME NUMB AT TIMES