31st december 2010

Since It’s a festive week, we have one week holiday, which is a awesome time to chill, relax and have great food. Being a BMM student , I obviously have many things on my head, but I try to live my life as it comes to me….
My world is pretty small, I don’t have anything big to bother about, small things in life, suck up, but then what's life without suck ups??
Yeah, so where was I…….?
My world…yes, its small. I have my family, my cousins, and my dear close friends "ADAMS".
I mean, why am I saying this now?.. Because it’s the last day of 2010. And as I am sitting and pondering, where did these 365 days go, I reminiscence the bitter sweet memories of 2010.
My 2010,started with lot of mourning and stuff, as many close pals of our family had received a call from God. So all the elders in the family started making assumptions, that this year definitely is going to be not so auspicious one.
But then after the new year, as life comes to the tracks of "routine" . We don't actually bother about the world. Its just one rollercoaster ride, where one puts on the seat belts, screams, enjoys, and if someone who is sitting besides you is puking, u make a bad face, feel sorry, and then enjoy the ride again, but such is life.
During this year nothing really interesting or fascinating occurred to me. I always wonder what was so exciting that I did that I can tell my kids when I become old , but the answer never satisfies me.
I leave the question "of what did you do different with your life this year" question asked by Stubborn old man. I instead think what I could have done…
Since journalism came to me by a default, I have started writing a little more than I used too, maybe the fact is that I never wrote, I was too lazy actually.
Or maybe I am even now.
But I have learned about a life a little more. I have become a little more crude,
Cause I have understood how the people who are sitting with me in the rollercoaster are.
I have started knowing the ugly faces behind the pretty ones, and visaversa.
the friends who I thought were priority of my life, are no longer my whole soul.
Time is the biggest teacher, is just vanishes with the wind. Something that was there with you a year ago, will not be with you now. And one always wonders about the good'ol days..
" last year, at the same time……."Sigh !!!